Sunday, August 15, 2010

I'm So Dizzy, My Head Is Spinnin'

Yesterday is all these little flashes of moments...text messages, phone calls, comments, silly me dancing, a moment where Hubby and I just stopped and held each other...

I am so happy. And so scared it won't last. I want the next beta, and to see the heartbeat. And oh, my! There is so much to do! But it is early. So I don't want to jump the gun.

My head is spinning...I will find a way to articulate better. But I also promise to not make this be all I talk about...though until that first u/s it may be touch and go.

I tried to work today, but my kidney is kicking my ass, and making me throw up. I made it 1.5 hours at work...and was really only on the phone for an hour. I am going to beg my doctor for an appointment in the morning after we do bloodwork because a plan is needed. I am scared of this, because of Itsy/Bitsy. It is a whole new world out there today....

Head spinning...world changed. Wow.
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18 comments:

  1. OMG such wonderful news! I do hope you feel better though...congratulations again!!

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  2. Congratulations! I am happy that Itsy and/or Bitsy decided to stick around!

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  3. Great news! Congrats - keep up those beta numbers!

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  4. Cherish every second of this crazy head-spinning time.

    Praying!

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  5. So happy for you!!! Congratulations!

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  6. Congratulations...so happy for you!!! Praying everything continues smoothly, soak in the joy of this amazing moment!

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  7. I am so excited to hear about your next beta! I remember feeling such a crazy combination of jumping ahead and holding back. Congratulations!!! And best of luck with your kidney stone, I hope it magically dissolves.

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  8. All very surreal, isn't it?

    And there is this feeling of holding a secret joy inside that only we are aware of right now.

    This is how it should have been, Kakunaa! Enjoy!

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  9. WOW..for sure....it's awesome, take it all in.
    xo

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  10. Wow - I missed your pregnancy announcement! That is fantastic news! Congrats!

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  11. Ahhh! I'm coming to the party late. CONGRATULATIONS!!! I am SO, SO happy for you and your awesome first beta. I remember walking around my house going, "How did this happen????" It was so hard to wrap my brain around. And I felt that same scared hesitation that maybe it was all just a dream.
    Good luck at your second Beta and hang in there with the kidney stone, hubby had one a few months ago and I remember how much pain he was in. So happy you have something to keep your mind off the pain.
    Good Luck!!

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  12. The craziness and head spinning will continue for quite a while.

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  13. So amazing but major ouch for the kidney stone! :( I hope you can get some relief.

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  14. Catching up while on the ferry, CONGRATULATIONS!!! I'm going to keep reading, but I wanted to let you know how happy I am for you, and that I hope you get the possible kidney stone figured out and you feel better soon.

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