Thursday, February 21, 2013

It's Been A While

I'm sorry for the absence.  Quite honestly, P has stopped sleeping alone and I spend hours some nights getting him to calm down.  And I'm tired - pregnancy does that.

I've lost my mojo.  It's difficult to find time to write.  My brain has been on overload.  I can't focus.

Okay.  My dad died 4 weeks ago today.  Suddenly, yet not terribly surprisingly.  My insurance has been a hot mess, missing W2, rib pain from baby boy with his butt in my ribcage (just like P was, only Finn has it going on much earlier), Hubby and I are not doing well because of money and lack of space, we are going to move because my settlement came in...

Point being, there is a lot going on and I sleep whenever I can because pregnancy nightmares are in full swing.  I just wish I could get my mojo back.

It looks like I will be spending much of the next month helping Hubby find a job, purging,

In pregnancy land, I hit 24 weeks this week.  Viability!  I was excited.  P turned 23 months old this week.  Blargh.  How is that even possible?  He will be 2.  TWO.  I'm not ready to admit that.

I am going to try to post more regularly, after P falls asleep but before I do - a very small window.

I will leave you with pics of P and Finn the other day.

A little blurry, but that's because if I use the flash he squints.  He calls
that teddy "bady" and he wrapped them up together to snuggle.  

Finn at 24w gestation.  I don't think so far that he looks anything like
P. But he is active like P was!