There is still this gut feeling that once we get there and try, that it will fail. That I'm not meant to be Pg ever. That maybe I should just accept that and move on to other options. But how can that be? Insert platitude here.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Alright, I'll admit it....I'm inpatient. I just want to move forward. But the reality is it's going to take months, maybe a year, before we have enough to move forward with the first cycle. A year of watching my friends bellies or children grow. A year of making baby blankets for other people, a year of AF pissing me off. A year of eggs growing older. A year of waiting and trying not to think about it. That's like telling someone, "Hey, you're gonna die tomorrow, but let's enjoy today!".
Posted by Kakunaa at 8:29 AM