8w0d

Before I get into the weekly stats, I want to share something.

Today is September 11.  9 years ago I was in a tiny Namibian village cursing our satellite TV, because I saw everything on CSpan.  Repeatedly.  It was one of the worst days of my life.  Terrifying to be that far away, with no way to even get home if I needed to.  Oh, what a week that was.  What a day.  And what a journey to today...

One year ago today, Hubby and I made our first trip to the RE for a consult.  Which, because I was on CD4 actually led to b/w, u/s, etc.  It was incredibly overwhelming, and we left with our head's spinning, and hope brimming.  At that point we didn't have any sort of a diagnosis.  Nada.  1 week later the world came crashing down with DH's NOA diagnosis, followed by 6 months of insane doctor's visits, more bad news, and a pretty severe mental breakdown.  And yet, 1 year later after that appointment, against a lot of odds, we sit here 8 weeks pregnant.  I can't believe the year that has led us here. 

WEEKLY UPDATE


How far along: 8 weeks 0 days

Total weight gain/loss: Have not managed to get a better scale yet, so the best I can give you is that on Monday I had not gained any more weight.  Holding steady (as of then) at 120, about 7 lbs over pre-treatment weight.

Maternity clothes: Actually, busted out a pair of pants today...more comfy than a belly band.  Still a bit big on me, but I simply don't care.  Comfort is winning.  Still fine in regular shirts, though I have a pooch.

Stretch marks: way too early for those!

Sleep: As often as possible!!! Being sick this week did NOT help with the exhaustion.

Movement: way too early for that!

Cravings/Aversions: Cravings: Nothing really new this week. Aversions: Stinky odors, red meat...

Gender: at this point, we have decided not to find out...let's see if we hold steadfast to that!

Symptoms: I have some nausea and dizziness...but that could be the nasty-ass cold, too.  No way to know for sure, unless directly attached to say, an odor. 

What I miss: Just caffeine - only because it is soooo hard to get moving in the morning. Otherwise, fine :)

What I look forward to: Passing the first trimester :)

Moods: Again, hard to differentiate my overall moodiness from being related to hormones or being sick.  Did cry a lot at cheesy mom/baby moments.  And being annoyed at incorrect TTC dialogue in De.ath At A Fun.eral.  I ranted about that for a while.

Milestones: This week it wasn't just Hubby hearing the heartbeat.  I heard it nice and strong :)

Medical Concerns: Still working on the thyroid - Syn.throid 50 mcg daily.  When speaking with the OB scheduler it sounded like they may be referring me to an endocrinologist.  Sigh.

Weekly Wisdom: Keep food on hand at ALL TIMES. I get nausea worse when I am hungry. This is difficult when I'm on the phones allllll day, but I'm learning how to do it. Give up and just take the nap.

Best moment this week: The Heartbeat remains magical. 

Worst moment this week: This cold is TERRIBLE and I hate it.  Wah.