Sunday, June 27, 2010

Thinking, Planning, Dreaming

I really expected to see some comments on yesterday's post. Not sure if I offended, or if people just didn't know what to say...or, of course, like me, just too busy to keep up with other blogs. It was mildly preachy. Maybe not.

So, a few things on my mind. One - I miss them. It was good when it was good, and I miss that. But unhealthy is unhealthy, right? One week later I'm a little sad, but surviving and just wondering how they are doing....the baby shower was yesterday....

Two - and this is far more exciting! Calliope who sponsors Photo Friday takes ideas for themes, and I am the proud creator of this week's theme! I shall let you go read it for yourself, as it is already posted :) But I have to say, I'm kinda excited. And challenged....It's not an easy one, and as the mind behind it, I feel I have to step up to the plate on this one. I shall be spending some quality time on it during my days off this week.

Three - I have a friend, who I shall henceforth call Fuzzy, has off the summer since he is a teacher, and has invited me up for a visit. Issue: IVF cycle. Realistically, the only time I could manage it is during my 2ww. Which could be a good thing. A distraction. 3-ish days away from everything at a cabin by a lake being pampered. Thoughts? Should I go if we have the money to get me there? I could use it. Feel guilty that DH won't get to go. But I really could use it.

Four - The crazy dreams will not go away. I dreamt about IVF last night. About my ER and fert report. LOL. That was not restful. It's actually the first time I've dreamt specifically about the cycle as opposed to waking up thinking I was Pg. I was driving my nurse crazy in the dream just like in real life. LOL. I don't know what to think. So tired.


  1. ((Hugs)) Sorry I've been so absent. My comments have also fallen off. I think it is the summer. :-) I'm just not feeling very intelligent in the commenting department lately.

  2. I just caught up on yesterday's post. Honestly, I ask myself those same questions a lot so I'm not sure I can help you with the answers. We all do things sometimes that we didn't expect to do, that we didn't plan. At the beginning of this, I didn't know if I would seek medical intervention and now I'm months away from doing IVF. It's funny how our desire to have a baby (wherever that comes from) takes priority. I wish I could explain it.

    (((hugs))) I hope you get some rest.


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