I wanted to post pics yesterday. I want to talk. I want to not be freaking out, or at least get it all out. But instead, I tripped over a ladder in the dark and fell. Again. I spent yesterday on the couch and then recliner. Haven't slept again in 2 nights. Stopped taking all non-Pg safe drugs. So I'm a basketcase, anxious, and can't sleep. And in a lot of pain.
I came to work today. I made it halfway through before losing it. Can't take the pain. Waiting for Frog to come and take me to Urgent Care. I give up. I'm so over all of it. I just want ONE GODDAMN GOOD WEEK. Is that so much to ask??????
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Ugggh((( I am sorry that things have been so tough on you lately. I hope your pain will ease and you start feeling better very soon!
ReplyDeleteOH sweetie this is so awful. Really hoping that urgent care is able to help you get back on your feet! Or at least give you lots of pain meds. Hang in there. I can't tell you a good week is coming but I can say if there is any more crap ahead I will be here for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you're having a rough time. Have you tried taking melatonin to help you sleep? I just saw some research recently that said it can actually help improve IVF success rates. Hang in there. Things are going to be better for you soon, I just know it.
ReplyDeleteoh my friend..I feel your restlessness and your disappointment and frustration at the things in your life that you can't control...I have been there and I know it hurs...deep down.
ReplyDeleteI do hope that the days coming bring you more smiles than tears and if you need me..come find me. Ok?
thinking of you and sending lots of internet hugs
Kir
Ouch - I hope that you start to feel better. Here's hoping that you get your one uneventful week - or maybe more.
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