It's like a great big evil circle. IF messes with you - I'm all wacked out from stress: depression and anxiety rule my world, making me lose weight and not sleep. Since I am about to start my cycle, I can't take anything for it. Which makes it worse. And yet, I need to be super healthy and NOT stressed to have the best chance for successful IVF. Which is super-stressful on its own. Its a vicious circle, and I haven't figured out yet how to be okay with all of it.
I missed work yesterday....and we REALLY can't afford that! I made a vow to myself that if this cycle doesn't work I am beginning a job hunt. I still want something with benefits, obviously, but something I don't dread going to every day. If it works....well, I'll stick it out for a while.
So, here's hoping I can make myself eat lots....and that I don't lose it at work today. Happy weekend to those of you with normal jobs!
Good luck with the weight gain. I've been trying to put on a few pounds for months and no such luck yet. If you figure out what works, let me know. I hope you feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteWould bread help with your weight gain? It might be worth trying if you haven't already, and if you can stomach it. That and drinking a lot of juice.
ReplyDeleteI hope you find something that works for you!
Bread is a great suggestion, if you can keep it down. Maybe add a little olive oil or peanut butter for good fats and protein. I'm sorry you are having a tough time right now. This is all so tough and exhausting, I hope things get better soon.
ReplyDeleteGood luck on the weight gain, I never realized it would be difficult to do!
ReplyDeleteI understand the med issue. I went off my stuff before IVF. Trying my best to cope.