Friday, April 6, 2012

Lost

I am not in a great place.  I'm hiding it well.  But my lack of posts on here should give you some idea...I just no longer know what to write.  So much on my mind.  A lot of it is scary.  It scares me.  And I don't really know what to do with it all.

New medication.  No access to health insurance now.  Overwhelmed.

We moved into the apartment at my mom's.  It's small.

I feel so utterly lost with everything.  I am still here, and I know I will get my blogging mojo back.  Maybe it's just a case of needing to get my apprehension of sharing out.

But for now...my brain festers in its own shit.  I'm sorry for being so absent.

11 comments:

  1. ((Hugs)) We are here when you are ready.

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  2. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm so sorry things are so rough right now.

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  3. This is your blog. Use it for what you will. Post if you want or not. Either way your loyal readers are here, sending happy vibes xxx

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  4. Dear Kakunaa,

    I knew you were rolling in the deep end... sorry for all the mess you find yourself in.

    Please take care of yourself.

    xo

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  5. Thinking of you often. Hang in there!

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  6. Sending you love and thinking of you a lot. ((hugs))

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  7. So sorry you are having such a rough time. Keeping you in my thoughts.

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  8. Thinking of you. I hope you find your way out of the crap-bag sooner than later.

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  9. Thinking of you, hon. I know things are hard right now. But eventually the sun will come out.

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