Monday, April 29, 2013

The End...Or Not

I think part of what has me feeling ready to be done being pregnant is that last time, I was nearly done at this point.  I only had 9 days more!  So I feel there.

Which is also where the freak out about not being ready is.  9 days simply isn't enough!

It's a weird place to be in.

My friend Heather voiced concerns about my weaning off meds.  I started it simply because I wasn't sure when I would be able to get a doctor to prescribe more - and on its own it is a $700/month medication.  And cold turkey is BAD.  I'm not worried about being on it while breastfeeding - I looked into that months ago.  I had an ICLBC friend look it up for me.  It's actually considered safer breastfeeding than in pregnancy it looks like, so I let that worry go.

I really am trying to balance everything here.  I am.

Who knows when Finn will arrive, how he will arrive.  I need to stop focusing on that and start making sure I'm ready.  You know, in the next 9 days.  Just in case.


  1. Still keeping my fingers crossed for full term for you! You are doing great! :)

  2. Whenever Finn gets here, I just hope that both of you are healthy and happy. :) How are you feeling w/o the meds?


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