...I feel like a fraud as a mother many days.
...I am a terrible SAHM, unless you ignore everything but the cooking/baking.
...I miss my husband terribly.
...I can't do this single parenting thing much longer. I need help. I need a partner.
...I have an amazing amount of respect for all SAHM, single moms, semi-single moms (like military wives), and all Super Moms in general.
...I am NOT a super mom. I'm not even a great mom. I am simply P's mom.
...We had to sell the mobile home. That's 2 jobs and 2 homes lost in under 6 months. It takes skills, people.
...Hubby has a job interview tomorrow and we are still planning to move us all out to OH...y'know, someday, hopefully soon.
...I felt for quite some time that I was improving. I now feel as though I am backsliding, but I blame stress. And single SAHM parenting.
...Something not so great happened and I cannot have sex...at all...without panicking. Yeah.
...I have been cutting more.
...I often feel like I need to scream, that it is the only thing possible that can come out of my mouth, but that it's stuck in my throat, blocking all logical things. You know, like Rose in Titanic when she says "...but inside I'm SCREAMING". Like that.
...Listening to your grandmother tell you, yet again, that she wants to die is really not a great way to start the day. What do you do with that?
...I really am not this whiny all the time. Things have been rough the last couple of weeks, particularly this last week.
...I couldn't get through all of this without y'all. Thank you.