The same day, Hubby found this listing for a mobile home close to the old 'hood. Here is an outside photo. We are going to go look at it today or tomorrow.
Yes, that is a big gorgeous tree, a yard, already fenced, and a storage shed. What???? Yeah.
But, this is not the bombshell.
Last night Hubby left me a voicemail (I missed the call) that he is now on board with an out of state move.
That was the sound of the crickets that I heard in my head after he said that.
2 months ago I would have jumped on that. Now...I am hesitant. For a few reasons...like my mental health issues and starting therapy. But we are really running out of options here. Yes, my family is here. But the jobs aren't. Not the kind I like. But therapy...and family...
I honestly don't know what the best choice for us as a family is right now. I feel like I can't make decisions right now. Other than what's for dinner. You should see me trying to get dressed. That is horrendous. That's how hard decisions are right now.
And yet...we all of a sudden have a couple choices. What's best? I have no idea. None. Nada.